Valuable Lessons

I speak valuable lessons so check this y'all ... Love you questioning Hate is evident People who never voted betray you for dead presidents Some wear two faces: friend and enemy And gain nothing 'cause they don't deserve anything I risk my life for niggas who didn't write or visit During my time in prison I realized my friendship Isn't what I envisioned And I'm tired of giving With no reciprocation, thankfully times are different I pray for friends I've lost Grateful to find religion, in my life Keeping it real is making right decisions Loyalty has its toll it costs nothing to mind your business You can add this to the list of deepest lines I've written I guess my higher vision comes from knowing sky's the limit And I acquired wisdom from trying from failure Money can come and go but valuable lessons Are never bad investments and they last forever All these lessons that I've learned only mean one thing I just want to live my life Never make the same mistake Promise I'm going to make it right Emphatically my blood circulates conscious My family is blood that circulates gossip My sister calls my cousin My cousin calls his mom but Nobody calls me and I'm the topic Similar to what my aunt did to my father Was consumed by drugs while she consumed vodka I ain't feeling that Hypocritical, judgmental bullshit The pot calling the kettle black So simmer down; one thing I never lack Is food for thought – I just faxed The main course, crabs want to pull you back When you make it out because they lack Potential to rise It's clear to see the root of evil has affected my family tree Can't bloom Resentment and greed Are so deep my grandmother was victim of thieves Of her own kin Though we all sin I call it how I see it; that's some cold shit I forgive but I won't forget Siblings acting funny over money; I don't owe you shit We loved hard and fought harder If we fought as hard for love, we'd be much stronger You want to argue 'bout what I didn't do Yet ignore what I did When you accuse me of cheating it was only your guilt Manifesting itself as a result You'd rather hate me than be mad at yourself Now you free; we no longer trapped in lies You never find happiness until you happy inside We've been up, we've been down We laughed and we cried But through it all I showed you I'm a provider Now you taking me to court saying you need support For your living expenses Really? How is this? You get advice from women who senseless With no life so they want to get in my business Ignorance can't match infinite wisdom It's supreme over weak schemes and hidden agendas