Paranoid

Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Sometimes when I'm on my own And there ain't no one around I feel all alone Laying in my bed I'm a nervous wreck And I wind myself up until I'm vexed Keep telling myself they're out to get me And I ain't sure who, so I make it up Come to my own conclusions, I'm crazy Start thinking up all kinds of stuff Like, f*ck my girl, I know she cheating That gold-digger bitch just thieving Act like I don't care but I'm grieving Start switching up for no reason Told myself I ain't got no friends f*ck my people, f*ck my ends No rational fool, I'm low I'm paranoid, all I know is they wanna Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up And then I think about beef Over the years I've had so much grief Whole lot of drama in and out of East Won't let anyone take me for a chief And mans say they got my back But it's really all just chat ?Cause when it all gets on top They leave me alone to scrap And I went to the ends, heard whispers Old friends chatting ?bout kidnapping Now, they hurt my pride and ego I don't care about rap, I'm strapping But the olders told me, ignore it ?Cause I really ain't got time for it And the ghetto, I already saw it I'm in the world now, I gotta explore it I can't let 'em Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up No guts, no glory, no get, no gain No love, no pain, I'm going insane It's all too much for the brain I'm so paranoid, I feel strange And it's so long-range Been too long, I gotta make some change f*ck the world, I'd rather take some blame Or I could just buy a platinum chain Diamond rings and other shiny things Maybe the bling'll help me maintain Or at least that it help to explain What's my path, am I in the right lane? Why I feel so left out in the rain? Why's it hard, it should be simple and plain All I see when I'm in this game Everybody wanna Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, f*ck me up