Outro

Thanks for waitin' 'til the outro And all them nights I was doin' Gwyneth Paltrow This that purple rain, rallies in my household This that 'Nan, I hope I never let you down' flow The system see a man grow since I was a man boy Snow fall, bad choice after bad choice I used to call in from the station with a sad voice All them years I wasted for a pound coin I was in the dungeon when I wrote my first tape Aylesbury YOI where the killers dem stay Banged up with KB before you see us on a grime blog We was on E wing, just Bousbaa and Blake 2012, I was free I'm tryna deal, steal, cheat, I need to eat Flex knew what I never You see what I couldn't see Purple rain in my pain told me cry on the beat And that led me to Lotes I done my blackbox and since then I been at their throats Me and Muni in that shed look like a hundred and O We the last of the real, fuck the internet quotes I shoulda called my next mixtape 'Gangsters and GOATs' I done behind bars and was behind bars in a week They put me down when they speak They call me ugly and broke I went back to the wok They sayin' rap you can blow I never doubted myself but I was broker than broke Flex died, now I'm playin', "How low can you go?" Lifestyle limbo when I'm back, fuck rap, I got this white bimbo I been the voice of the street, I mean the voice of the roads Ask Kenny, he knows And I gave hope to the bros If I eat, we eat, they say I'm stealin' the show But I was blockin' my blessings It weren't lettin' me grow And I weren't takin' the hint It's been lettin' me know, shit I signed with Charlie, I thought I was headin' for the majors He knows why I ain't doin' any favours Got me back up on some bando behaviours Due to hit the papers and then the judge in chambers I said 2020 vision, now I can see him in the distance I really manifested this, they didn't want to listen And when I think about the days, fam, I need to bill it Cah that's where I met Bills and stared evil twinnin' And that was '016, music's all I want, I'm gettin' sold this dream I put my trust in wrong places cah my heart's too clean I'm homeless and hopeless, just my balls and fiends By hook or by crook, by plot or buy scheme we drop Training Day 2 And done a headline, on the run facin' fed time Had me runnin' so long now my legs tired Love expired, they won't be no next time Took a puff while I thought about my next line Head fried but I got morals that I live by So I could never pull a knife on my friend Wrong or right cah I seen it go left and brodie did die '017, I caught the conspiracy My defence was "I'm a rapper, are you kiddin' me?" I wrote a letter to my fans and I said I'm sorry Cah I weren't tryna leave you with these mini me's Me and Muni in that double cell, fuckin' hell We did the throws after they closed, visit me Free my bros, that's empathy not sympathy 2020, I came back with the trilogy Top 3 independent, everybody's lovin' little me All cah I came up of C.A.T Nowadays you don't wanna see my VAT My youth worker used to say I'd never see 18 I'll be in and out of jail, I'm such a cliché G I'm from Barking and Dagenham, I'm B-A-D Now there ain't a more influential rapper livin' out here Been with it, been 'bout it, been doubted Been up, too up, they try down him Real back in style, I know they waitin' for the album And that's my debut album Millies in the bank for the next few albums So they can stay fumin' for the next few hours, I mean next few years Give me like five, I'm on Forbes and who's countin'? Real back in style