FIGHTER

Me and E-God just fought 'Cause his family wouldn't stop talkin' We neighbours who argued often I run out joggin', one tossed a jab and I caught him He threw a left, ain't connect 'Cause I ducked when I came back up I seen his sister talkin' trash like, "Touch my brother, I'm beatin' yo' ass" So I ****ed her brother up to see what she about, yea Walked away and then we noticed that his teeth was out, yeah She ain't do shit, she just mad we got to see him pou So me and Cell, we just fought I was walkin' and then he jumped me I dropped to the floor while callin' for help In front of my grandmother's house The next thing he punched me my mouth I can't believe I'm on the ground 'Cause I tried to hit him, I gambled I'm ugly, cryin' in public I'm like "When I get you back You gon' wish that you never touched me" Somehow I could never touch him Our brothers broke this shit u And I walked the rest of the day with my head down Funny how gettin' your ass beat'll spread 'round But I don't wanna fight no more 'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more But I don't wanna fight no more 'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more So me and E-God, we scrap again Jacob jumped in, I'm handicapped Manny watched from across the street Then he ran up and hopped on me Three on one, they teamin' up, But me, I never think to run They circling around, Got me surrounded like police or somethin' So it's bad enough they already jumpin' me Then I see Cell comin', I'm prayin', Please don't **** with m (Please leave me the **** alone It's not fair and I think he agrees So instead of fighting with them, He came and teamed up with me Me and Grandpa ain't talked Since I stopped attendin' the college He called me, said I'm a scholar, I should be gettin' my doctorate Or, shit, at least in the army Instead you chose to hip-hop But I know how this is gon' end 'Cause I went through this with yo' father Me and my girl just fought 'Cause I talked before she could talk She was tellin' a story, I cut her off with some shit not 'bou The same topic, So she just stopped in the middle before the plot Hit the rest of the car ride silent, Like "You always do this" Like "You don't value my thoughts, Either that or you too damn stupid To realize that if you don't hear me out Then I'ma feel muted You say that you care, well show it, I'm not askin' a lot I know you think you listenin' But you just waitin' to talk" My fault But I don't wanna fight no more 'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more But I don't wanna fight no more 'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more It's harder to love myself When all these people compliment me Somehow it just remind me what I don't got But these folks don't care to know They think you rollin' in the dough Not realizin' that your next meal is a 4 for $4 Still feeling the guilt that Walt never thought to call Fightin' myself to get out of bed I'm fightin' myself to get out of bed Fightin' myself I don't wanna fight no more 'Cause I'm not a fighter Me and all my b*****s dropped ou Then we drove to Texas, left at Walt's house Kicked out of the hotel, we all broke We don't got no mattress, sleep on yo' floor Me and grandpa ain't spoke since I dropped out Make sure on my first tour, stop at his house I sleep on the hotel, not yo' floor He tell me that he proud of his boy I'm not jealous of the boy on the ****ing Saving for a round trip, LAX I just learned the snow is no reward I slept on the floor at Port Author' Me and all my b*****s dropped tear I been on the floor for a whole year We all broke, we all broke