Factory Reset

Man I'm destroyed on the inside (I'm dying inside) Say I'm hard to love, but I love hard Casualities I lost in a war, I suffer without cost My children needed me, the system won't accect they calls 'Posed to be tourin' out the country, I'm behind the wall Every man must search his own soul, but God for us all Ran it back to M's right in front 'em when I lost it all Ula funeral came out of nowhere, still I hold it down Jail won't even let me loose, could see 'em put her in the ground Tellin' Jay it don't even make sense to even come in town Private jet ain't leave the strip, still pull up, cash the pilot out My partner say they tryna give him life, but he gon' ride it out Pick your best twelve, your skin not white, you gotta fight it out My mother's health decreasin', we been speakin', tryna build a bond Vision depletin', difficult to see her oldest son Pray the Lord bless me every season with a holy run Out here golf swingin', maybe this'll be a hole in one 'Member Gulfstreamin', next week, I'm thinkin' ownin' one You say you love me, yeah, know I'm not the only one We hit Atlanta, buyin' candy while I purchase flowers Mucho and Mazi grave, I pray, we sit and talk for hours Showin' off all of my diamonds and my latest watches Reminiscin' 'bout the times when you was right on side me Keep that other business tucked, I know you know I got it That other cake been baked, I dressed it with the nicest icing Soon as I get that business clear, I lay it right on side you Bulletproof vest, two dead fish, sincerely Luca Brasi 'Rari yellow, bumblebee, AMG coupe I'm ridin' Clean my image up, they know that I'm still out my body Got away from everybody, tryna renew my peace Ninety days and countin' and big brother still ain't speak Dealin' with a lot, afraid to let 'em see me weak No surrender, no retreat But I'm dyin' inside (I'm dyin' inside) Accepted everywhere same as I did defeat On the internet complainin', why you playin' with me? Not on social media, not entertainin' beef Park the whip, hop out on feet and put that bitch to sleep Hmm, exercise discretion, movin' real discreet (Shh) These niggas pure pussy, talkin' 'bout they keep it P Who I love I don't discuss, prefer to keep it G But I'm dyin' inside (I'm dyin' inside) Nobody's perfect, I been healin', I been through some things Learnin' how to fly again, I regrew my wings Actin' out of self-love, learnin' how to do for me Two-point-two million, purple diamond pinky ring Eleven-twenty-eight-carat diamond on the other ring I'm genuine, I used to pray to God sayin', "Do for me" Now I'm a new creature, everything ain't how it used to be I reciprocate the energy that you produce for me Learn how to take it on the chin and view it as a lesson Heaven made my heart too big and I think it's defective Prayin', God, please set it back to the factory settings I don't want love again (I don't want love again) 'Cause I'm dyin' inside (I'm dyin' inside) Please set it back to the factory settings I don't want love again (I don't want love again) 'Cause I'm dyin' inside (Dyin' inside) Don't be mad at me, bro, I'm just healin', bro, you heard me? I'm just healin', bro Hmm, I deal with a lot I'm dyin' inside Please set it back to the factory settings