devil's/speak

I wonder if you meant it any of the times you said it Or did you just regret it every second, every minute? The sad part is I could never hate you After everything, I still forgave you It doesn't make sense why you're still upset No hanging back to everything that you ever said I'd lay wondering why I wasn't enough You left me lying on the floor with my hands crossed I wonder if you meant it any of the times you said it Or did you just regret it every second, every minute? Did you mean it when you said it? Just regret it every minute Even love is ruthless and these wounds are proof That we survived, but at the cost of being you Why do I always blame the wrong one then? To get the satisfaction of ending some friends Well, I won't bury the hatchet, I want my revenge! I wonder if you meant it any of the times you said it Or did you just regret it every second, every minute? I never met a bad guy before Who felt so alive till I went out on the floor The one that stood out from the rest Ending up as bloodshot through my chest Me, you, like an all-out blitz Had to get a fix, got a knife from the six Now I got a full clip, real shit, no trick Better luck, bad bitch, fuck you, feel this! Was it worth to feel your pain when it soon discovers rage? And we'd rather resent each other, push Ourselves away, push and dull the pain Putting faith in you was my only crime Your words are poison dripping off the vine I cut out every memory till you're fucking dead to me! I still hope you fucking burn just like I did Ever since then, any ounce of my kind You know that I hurt just like you survived it Still hope you get wrecked and build in your vices You never hurt the way that I did You ran all the tests and I fucking predicted But you know how I feel, so I'm easy to lie to Still wondering why did I love you? When I couldn't even trust you!