Can't keep crying

Always in my head, but I never know Always had a vision, but I never show Always had a heart, 'til I had it broke My friends want me around, but I'm out alone My mama always calls when I'm on the phone I'll call her when I have it on my schedule So f- if I'm the problem Not like I could solve 'em I don't wanna live with the consequence of winning I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying So what's another plane, another bus over to Phoenix? What's the point of dreaming if I never get to sleeping? What's the point of love if I don't ever get to keep it? (No, I can't find it, I can't-) Is it really living if I never find a meaning? Is it really growing if I always hit the ceiling? Thought I was above it, yet somehow I'm in between it So f- it, call me asshole I just wanna get home Asking for direction, but nobody can answer I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying Like, oh Always wanna leave, but I can't go home Almost fell asleep, but I can't go broke Hate the way it feels, but I can't let go I can't let go No, I can't fuck up Trying not to think, but I think too much Trying not to move, but the world moves on Start to feel dizzy, but I can't let go I can't let go So I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying (You can't-can't keep-, you can't, keep crying) (You can't-can't keep-, you can't, keep crying) (You can't-can't keep-, you can't, keep crying) (You can't-, you keep crying, you can't-, you keep) (You can't-can't keep-, you can't, keep crying) (You can't-can't keep-, you can't, keep crying) (You can't-can't keep-, you can't, keep crying) (You can't-, you keep crying, you can't-, you keep)