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Lately I've been feeling like I'm Kurt Cobain Pain resonating from my stomach to bullet penetrated in my brain Still I maintain And tell myself that maybe soon I'll change By facing all the problems that I wallow with in vain I don't really think that I'm patient enough To deal with all the pressure that's building up If left to my devices, I self destruct Maybe I'm just tired of giving up I have no fear of dying More the thought of not living to my potential Or worse Not even trying I'm sick of always sitting on my ass And never acting like I'm worth more Than the excuses I rely on I tell my self I'm comfortable Comfortable with the struggle affording my bills They're more important Than the dreams I've always chased Making music and recording I go to sleep and live it But still wake up every morning To alarm clocks Telling me I'm late for work again There's got to be a way to stop this pain Monotony is not in me I'm missing when I used to be Free Going 95 through the city lights And I'm not slowing down Illuminated like the star light But still I can't be found If you're living then you're living You gotta stay living Just breathe Going 95 through the city lights It'll be alright Misunderstood Yep thats what I tell myself The truth is that I probably got a problem with my mental health Living in a constant back and forward struggle All I'm looking for is trouble That's what they tell me yeah I guess they know me Drowsy and irritated from all this pill taking Now I'm fighting addictions to prescriptions But I still take them Chemically altered personality won't fix shit A friend is all I really need Cuz I've been going through some things in my mind Don't no one pay me no time Too scared to look in my eyes I tell them all that I'm fine But I'm lying Desperately now I am trying To find a way out Wheres the way out Whats the way now No I can't see how Thoughts are constant on my brain Too loud And I can't break out Head is heavy Heart is heavy Hands are ready But unsteady If I don't make it back I pray you please forgive me If I don't make it back then please forgive me Going 95 through the city lights And I'm not slowing down Illuminated like the star light But still I can't be found If you're living then you're living You gotta stay living Just breathe Going 95 through the city lights It'll be alright